i will never want to loose you baby no matter

how bad our fights may come to.

i'm sorry. i'm sorry if i hurt you with my actions and words.

please believe me when i say i'll never love you less.

infact, i love you more and i miss you more.

but please, dont do this again. only if you knew how much it hurts.

just as much as you dont like to see us fight, i dont too

i see how you want this to work,

we'll just take the tiny steps and we'll make it better, together.

just you and me. like you said, "it's you and me, one, two."

because, i know it's worth

tomorrow will be a better day.

We owe it to love

heartbreak.

okay, i know im suppose to be studying and i promised myself no computer

for this two weeks but

all i i want to say is that i thought of you every single

minute of these few busy weeks,


& it made me realise how much i miss you and how much you mean to me.

kbyeiloveyoucan'twaittoseeyoutml, love.

though we have our little tiffs

i promise that it will be alright,

in fact it'll all be even better...

& i still love you o k

&i'm sorry for being such a fool today, i just want to make sure.

today made me realise how much i hate saying goodbye

Ok, Off to drown myself in episodes

of FamilyGuy.

C-c-c-chelsieeeee

o k

aksjhdajshdsah

i don't know

how to say

how i feel

those three words

they're not enough

hi sarah



i

pirates

they are passing by faster,
and faster
and faster
and faster..
and i am starting to feel hopeless

late nights, early mornings
books laid out on the table
but ending up doing everything & anything else.
i am unprepared.
yet i'm still here thinking of
what makes me happy and what i need to do
im looking foward to my movie date : devil wears prada.

&& you know when i do the whole attitude thing to you?
i don't even in the least bit mean it.

1)fake tattoos again(i love my little heart & f i did
myself when the guy wasnt looking muaha) f for firdhaus
2)body boarded(tried) waves were mia
3)ran(didnt work out) you dont wanna know
4))played pool(horses vs. the eagles) no body beats the horses
5)left our bikinis there (not to worry its being mailed)
6)and my jacket and tasha's phone (got that back)
7)jet skied+snorkled(loved it, we pretty much looked like idiots)
8)i have fair private parts( major turn off)
9)mental
10)swimming fishes+deep sea
11)took the best ever video but I had to accidently delete it(UGH! *i hate myself*)
12) missed you
13)snail hunting(found it...killed it) goodbye snail
14)nipple freeze/s
15)we are going back to finish up what we've missed
16)goodbye bintan hello sad miserable lives(excluding you know who)



horse II

Horses mascot

ashlay

Horse I

tasha+me=Horses (another inside joke)

tasha



kissed

dear heart,



sky

gummybabies2

gummybabies1

tinyheart

got bitched slapped when i jumped
off tasha's back and started
running like a mad fool
because.

hit&run

54564

bye bintan



bye jackie big tits

to light up the sky tonight
i look to the moon for you
maybe youre lookin too
it's really a lovely sight.

note: you'll be on my mind

k so,

to-do's:
cheesecake [x ]
frapp [x ]
beach [x ]
stars [ ] sunset? [x]
ben&J's [x ]
and a whole lota love. [xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx]
i want my rubber ducky knickers [ ]
6 down 2 to go woo *rolls around*

you know what i m i s s?
your teasing &your tender caresing loving you,
love, me