Sunday, December 31, 2006
IT IS, BUT THE LAST DAY OF THE YEAR. i am so excited for the clock to strike twelve, and well the 10 seconds before that.
deng deng deng.(i'm so excited i could pee in my pants)
wow, its a brand new year, i dont know.. i have this distinct feeling that
2007, has alot in for me, alot. Equally good and bad, another emotional rollercoaster. This year, i've grown closer to quite a number of people, fell in love, overloads of imformation, which definitely helped me grow towards being a very sensible person, heard fucking great music.
O k and ofcourse so much more, but it'd be craaazy to name it all, the amount of things i did and went through this year, is too much. But i can safely say, 2006 was the best year of my life, well mostly the best 7 months of my life. o k have a fucking good new year
happy nye
Saturday, December 30, 2006
2007 is like 2 days away, and i realise that i am not prepared for the new year, gee
well, cherish 2006 loves, for in a blink of an eye. it'll be history.
i've got new year resolutions, ones that i'll actually remember
and write down in a little book , hopefully
but i really did enjoy everything that happened. I'm bringing those good times along with me
leaving those bad shit behind.. you know.. start fresh, resolutions.
Friday, December 29, 2006
i'm tripping, because of
me
SORRY, YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU. i hug you
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Rain is lovely, gets your clothes all wet, but still lovely
Got to love those warms baths after getting caught in the rain.
now it just makes me wanna get all warm&fuzzy under those sheets.
Somethings missing though, or rather, someone.
I love how you go all playful with me in that superdamn sweet way that makes feel like i'm your little girl kinda feelin'. You make the happiest, seriously
i miss you syedfirdhaus!
now i cant wait for new years, cause then its you me
embracing each other& everything else beautiful around us like we always do
and when night time comes,
i'd be falling asleep but this time it'd be different cause then i'd be waking up the next morning to a familiar face and seeing love
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
open heart surgery
Monday, December 25, 2006
peachy christmas day, have you
bloooooooody good to have the sun come out again.
having headache& pms & being damn exhausted on christmas day kinda sucks
but i guess its okay, seeing that half the people around me lack the spirit in them
makes me feel like i'm not missing out on anything, so everyone just dig in
o k, off for more food.
Sunday, December 24, 2006
i want my firdhaus :c
i just love this picture, and that little musical machine (that looks so robotic) of mine, stellar
well today was rather productive and i just love how that 'FREE HUGS' campaign is spreading around the world!! i just love it! it's in singapore too. this girl, she was holding up the free hugs board and well went up to her... squeeezed her! ahaha ahhh i felt sooo warm&fuzzy. hugs just makes everyone feel better! but i know i'd feel 27637263 times more warm&fuzzy if the love gave me a hug today nd make me feel so, loved..like he always does! today was just a misunderstanding. i'm sorry..your sorry. lets kiss
I AM SO TIRED.
oh time, please hurry on by, i cant wait for the first! :D
Monday, December 18, 2006
Its like you are 3 years old and you dont go anywhere without your blanket or your favorite teddy bear. And whenever you arent with it, you feel an emptiness. But when you have your teddy bear or blanket back, you feel whole again, and it puts a smile on your face and a warm place in your heart.
"You don't even have to hate to have a perfectly miserable time."- prozac
ok, i'm in such a , copy-quotes-into-blog mood
Saturday, December 16, 2006
(haha! enjoy!!!)
Happy birthday, tasha! Finally 14, the last one in the clan to turn 14. haha
the funny thing is, jac's going to be 15, and she'll be like a whole year older then you. k almost a whole year older then you. haha.. BACKSPACE, BACKSPACE. We didn't have sushi, but its ok i enjoyed my lunch! ok digressing.
Today, the people have come to knock the shits out of that big ass cupboard, my room will be resized! finally! we really wanted that shit out of the way for ages.
ok, by the looks of it, my end of the year isn't going to be bad at all!
caught 'the holiday' today, & regardless of what some may say about the show, it is a definite double thumbs up for me. The best show i've watched in a long time. (ok maybe thats cause i havent been watching alot of movies.) But anyway, its so lovely. so sweeeeet lahajshdjashsx
i really could relate to some of the issues that were faced. i felt my heartstrings tugged at nearly everypart of the show. talking about it just makes me want to watch it again. dvd release! i will indulge it, again i am so melted haha!
hey! guess what! guess whose christmas spirit is finally here! :D hee! yeap.. i guess it was the pretty&stellar christmas lights, the lulling christmas melodies that played all around& at home every night, the lovely relaxing breeze and well, the christmas mood that will definitely hit everyone sometime soon before christmas..ohmygod! i just had to get out those christmas cd's! god, how much i love christmas! yes, nothing much this year but having to spend it with my family is all i could ask.
i feel really happy, can you tell? haha (theres much more where all this 'happiness' is coming from)and to add to the whole christmas spirit mood thing, the movie was great, dont get me started about new years and well also i was just thinking about you-know-who. ;) i am 76125326 times melted! :D god! and tomorrow, tomorrow will be with the love, i am damn blooooody happy hahhahaskldsdjyayahajkahsd, fo real
i love how things are on my part (momentarily.) :D
jdhkjahdtree hugger, tree hugger
Friday, December 15, 2006
Is it me or is the christmas mood reallly not kicking in!
i'm just looking foward to the new years! ;) love you tils.
2007's just around the corner, i have this feeling 2007 is going to be another
long, emotional rollercoaster, a longer one infact but i'm sure everything will be alright.
This year went by real quick. I've learnt soooo many things this year.
(thanks to chels&ally&fir)ok so the saddest thing about this year is that..
Some of us are just already really 'drifted' and well
its amost as if i dont remember what we have in common anymore.. i guess, this is where
we all start to change either for the better or for the worst and well really discover who your true friends are.
I really believe that friends come and go, only a few will stay & i'm thankful for those veryvery few great friends who makes/made me laugh in times of 'sorrow' and understands me so well. I mean, having lots of friends is great but i prefer just having one or two close ones, those that will stay with you in happy and bad times.
And the rest, well.. the rest are just there for fun. And this year i've met a few friends just like that, they've been there for me, unimaginably much. Don't get me wrong tho, i still appreciate those few other ones that has
been through fucking lot with me just as much, even if i dont really show it
you know what....
this post is so stupid because actually i dont really care about whats happening, its not like they care anyway but i still do believe whatever i said and i do mean it..
ok so how can one not care but say something from the heart and actually mean it all
at the same time... I'M A WALKING TAKING CONTRACTION
i'm bored so im going to find something to do, eat perhaps or maybe fg
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Sinagporeanz are so 3 for ten.
"mummy mummy mummy"
"oi, oi, oi"
"come here, come here, come here"
"dont want, dont want, dont want"
"hey, hey, hey"
"no, no, no"
"ya, ya, ya"
"what la, what la, whaaaaaat! la!"
"Then, then, then"
"somemore,somemore, somemore"
......and the list goes on.
oh no, we all have been brain-washed and manipulated by this words.
WE ARE SINGAPOREANZ! hoi hoi hoi k bye
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
i watched this tear-jearking movie about the rwanda genocide.It was extremly depressing. :c Extremely. Ok so the movie 'touched' me, so he says. Why is there so much hatred and poverty in this world? i want world peace. V please, i said please
Ok, g33k.
i cannot seem to fall asleep even if i force it, it's retarded. veryvery random thoughts swirl around inside my head, both trivial&heartfelt& mostjust,well yeah, very random.
"our emotions are all provoked by chemical reactions. It creates this euphoria that makes you stupid. It's all biochemistry."
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
what is the remedy for thinking too much?
not staying awake, i guess.
shut off your conscious mind and sleep well.. sleep well.
Today, i am not going to be a bum. i am not going to be a bum. i've been bumming around
too much. Okay hopefully i start getting paid.
Christmas is exactly in two weeks. The whole warm-festive-jolly spirit is taking awhile to come around. Dont know, nothing much this year.
Im just hoping 2007 will be a better year,actually i think ill pray
i seriously feel emotionless today
Saturday, December 09, 2006
ok so now im living on a matress without a bed frame, a wooden table.
i am fucking tired. but anyway, cant wait till the day my wallet is lit up :D
yay! the father's coming home tonight! helllllooo dadddddddy
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Sometimes, someone says something really small & lovely,
and it fits right into this empty space in your heart
Sunday, December 03, 2006
current interest: boyfriends knowledge
its 3.10 am, i am still awake with music highs & sudoku overloads.
i have been having sleeplessnights without being sleepy, much
its a sunday once again, golly.
time is abundant as they sky no more
ok anyway, have a lovely sunday &
wow its a beautiful day today
Saturday, December 02, 2006
i made up an imaginary gayfriend today, you can call him clyde
he dont drink, dont smoke and he loves trees, a natural born straightedge, dresses like a little girl with pigtails & plastic sandles.. goes around kissing little girls..if you think im mad, well
your just not imaginary worthy
can you imagine, ive kept almost every single piece
of letter during the 'letterwriting days' haha
all the memories of the whole of one year.
its almost too embarrasing. tasha still couldnt spell &
everyone went through so much shit haha
ok back to springcleaning.
Friday, December 01, 2006
everybody loves tresses, dont they
today, i feel like puking
