i gave you my reactions, my explosions (likewise) these few days
and you surely didn't need it, i guess today made up for everything, mostly
but on a lighter note,
i'm with a lighter heart, momentarily.
those three words, could merely save anyday...

the unexpected trip to the seaside, those menacing waves, the overpowering winds, almost like a
a damn hurricane, literally
but still we just sat there embracing all the beauty around us, i have to say..it was lovely.
like what you mentioned in the car, during the little road trip.. about beauty and positivity,
it was really heartfelt. that trip was clearly, a straight-foward beauty overload.
the rest of the day was just well, a sunday. i love my sundayssskjdaiasdh, its like we find
so many things new things to do, everytime. o k

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what goes around comes around.
today, i realised a lot of things just resides on a fragile thin line of karma, a lot
i love the mystery of karma, its ways and all.. but its one thing im sure we all should fear
because you'll never know. haa

ok, you be safe
and im taking out that bloglock, for now
and there is a dead bat hanging on one of my trees hahahha ok plants kbye







Words define us, love connects us.
i have never been this excited to meet my friends! haha, night out with those two sweethearts, i miss them the most, its been long, very very long. Talking about missing, i do miss alot of things and people, esp my sister, i do see her but not as much as bfore and i'd like to have an outing with you my allykebelly this week, your mine for a day but the again, i miss my geek, the mostest! :D tribute to us, retards (one more then the other, ;] ) time, hurry on by, for now

today, was nice, spent the entire evening with the girls, im too shagged to post the other fraction of peekchures and elaborate.

ive finally got alot to talk about but i dont think i want to put it down this time, it could be hateful& hurtful
goodnight have dreams, sweet




















the stars spell out your name.
it's amazing how we can just lie there in each other's embrace, silent words fill the air.
i really do realise why i treasure you so much. Remember how i said long before that
distance is a state of mind& we all just have to deal with it but like what we talked about today,
its really hard, to be strong in such, and as much as we try really really hard to be, at the end of the day, we just fall
now, we watch each other burn in mental&emotional hell
no sleeping pills,no ecstasy will help us.
i'm going to miss you, the things you fill/feed my heart with&
feeling whole

decay






Good morning! yesterday.. le'love& i, we played tourist.

started off at the butterfly park, they were so pretty haha, then images of singapore,
the wax and the atmosphere just freaked me out, half the time his hand was around me haha, ok but it was cool tho. Went to the skytower after we sat down and had our rest, fuccccking high, the best view you'd ever get from singapore, well other than driving up to town, ok.
4D magic!!!!!! hahah ahh, memories. i had my legs up all the time so i wont get bitten by the crabs hahah, pirates spat on us, it was coolzz. and then, the time we've been waiting for!

Luge& sky ride! haha! damn funny la, i went first so i was far ahead but i decided to wait for the love, so when he came he passed me and i went, "wahloazX, i wait for you never wait for me!" (tactics) ;) so he waited and i beat him again, muahaha and after I won, me... he and his male ego which i would not like to elaborate! haha! :D (hug hug)

Sky ride! took my sleepers off incase in fell into the forest, it was high, but we loved the feeling. haha, made a funny& irritating video. ok so when we headed down to the merlion, had fun there to, he was looking at the view and all and i was going to take a picture so he gave this damn cute but retarded pose, so i asked him to hold it there took the picture and ran offf! hahah
and we ended it off with a cable car ride,
(post the pics some other time)

and feeling worn out and damn exausted! i loved yesterday like woaaah! :D
k damn tired goodnight






teri's party. gee, what happen to the catching and normal stuff
we always did this time of the year. almost everyone was just drunk and did
i mention how much i HATE talking to drunkards, they get so agressive and annoying
haha yea, really annoying, irritatingly drunk. so excluding the good food, seeing the
birthday girl and all the good stuff, the party pretty much sucked.
now, im sure glad thats over and done with! :D

goodnight






happy 8th sexy ;) haha
i love you!! i'm collecting all the superdamn funny times and gee whizzz!
we damn funny la k! hahaha thinking about it is making me snicker to myself.
ok so ya hi.
today was umimaginably hilarious& full of love, like always.
night at simpang& the every so oftens.
i had an amaaaazing! time. ahahah yea
wah wah wah sooo happyyzzzxzbnzbshsh -_-
goodzbyezzxz

love.






happy clouds, today i fell in love with clouds 76473264726 folds more, i loved the contrast of the sun, the sky, the colour of the reflected light onto blocks, buildings and what have you. everything was so beautiful, even the birds never looked so detailed, if you know what i mean i couldnt help to stop myself from taking these peeekchures


tsunami!!! the second pic














what was i thinking, ofcourse i can't wish this feeling away.
x






placebo, prozac, burning eyes, thumping temples, a heavy heart&
the most morbid thoughts swimming at the back of my head like tadpoles,
i want to wish this feeling away.
i'm sorry having to hurt your heart, to mindfuck you, to lie.
what's bad we'll fix, but for now.. pack those pretty stars & goodnight :)
ilu






if i was asked to draw love i would start at the basics,
a red crayon and a big,full heart.







i had to i had to i just had to.

1) stoneddddddddd.
wahlao im damn fat man, you still love me? haha

it was another simple day, together with le'love.
did the every so often, dinner& mc cafe& chilling at the backseat enjoying the ambience.

These are the moments i treasure the mostest, simple as they may be.
yes, how could we ever go on without our lunatic antics. But it comes with.....
danger too, every single time one of us will definitely go back bruised, most likely. But
i always love my evenings with le'love.

i hate dentals. You'll never know whats in that dark whole, whats lurking in the corners.
And i absoulutely, horrifyingly hate the sound of the instruments scraping againsnt the teeth& all those "dental sounds" whenever they do those "dental procedures". It gives me spasms in a negative way. You know that spasmic feeling whenever, you scratch your nail on blackboard or a certain magazine material, or when you need to pee. yea

So, i'm thinking of switching over to livejournal or xanga because i want to have a friends only blog, just because. I'd most prefer lj tho

crying diamonds and folded hearts.
we might not be beautiful, but our words make us so.
we cry diamonds because that's how much we're worth.
we fold our hearts to give away as love letters.







we'll love each other and we promise to never fall out of love,
we promise never to grow apart.

you have a home in my heart


pushpops& denimshorts

hi. I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND!!!! :D goodnight













eh germ, dont come and infect ruth.
you can infect whoever but not my ruth understand?

dont anyhow blindly accuse and be a scapegoat to your girlfriend's words.
you see the fucking big picture before you show me your talking ass.

you dont come disturb ruth. you play dirty, i play dirty.
you can be muscular, big sized or a stick, i dont care.
you can have a black belt in jeetkundo or taekwondo or whatever-do
i'll just give you one kepala buto, dont cross the line.

next time, ask first dont anyhow say.

IF YOU GERM, I'M DETTOL, I KILL YOU BASTARD

*i'm sorry baby for posting this, i wont disturb your blog anymore. i know everything sounds childish and all but i just couldnt tahan already. i'm really realyl sorry sweetheart.

*to all of you who are seeing this: i'm sorry to sound childish and all. i'm not trying to act big or act tough or to prove anything. i'm just really pissed with some particular groups of bastards. very sorry for this unpleasant post.

sorry baby. i love you

- Twiggy


HAHAHAHAHA omg cutee la you! i read the first sentence i want to laugh already! hahahah i love you la sylly haha its not childish la k hahha damn cute laaa hahahahhaahahah
love you!
-ruth







Live the lie.
Lust the dream.
Refuse reality.
Self inflicted.







and then you take that love you made and stick it into
someone else's heart, pumping someone else's blood






i'd love a new camera
i'd love the red ipod nano

i swear, today is such a beautiful day, lovely lovely






ok i just wasted two bucks to play with paint


concentration, concentration


met the girls, long talks& more walks,"we are artist", playing with fine coloured sand in those little sand boxes with our hands, the smell of the paint is damn bloody nostalgic and the bobdog sweet i bought today, i just love feeling all nostalgic
maybe its time i get some pop rock& push pops







this one, i am not letting go
ahhhh 7 months & countinggg
















ok, hi 2007
happy fuckin' new year haha
tomorrow means so much more then today actually, just because :)
goodnight i sleep.