Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Addiction [ad.dic.tion] -noun 1. the state of being enslaved to a habit or practice or to something that is psychologically or physically habit-forming, as narcotics, to such an extent that its cessation causes severe trauma.
2. an abnormally strong craving. 3. the condition of being habitually or compulsively occupied with or or involved in something.i have an addiction. oh my what have i become.
i am an adddiccctt.
i
need compulsive joy & openfields so badly (haha double you-tee-aechh)
kjzsdbjkshdaudaubasjjdhaj
so i t's time that i should just realise that i should already start anew, collect all this negetivity that's been haunting me& to bury it six feet under. Ok so i had a bad start of the day but it made me realise..(you know that you're the bestest bf& nothing will change my mind about that. thankyoufobeingthere. :] )
It's the last day of october already (happy halloweeeen!). I don't believe how easy a journey time can take to pass quicker than we'd ever expect it to. So it has only been about five days since the holidays started. I've been kind of occupied lately. I've got alot lined up anyway so happy holidays. Hope the hols itself doesnt pass as quick. I don't think i'm looking forward to school at all. But anyway if it did, i'd have already had a great worth-it holiday. i feel like meeting anyone and go on a coffee date. I never really went on a
coffee date, oh wait i dont drink coffee. kbye
i dont need a photograph, cause you never left my mind.
Monday, October 30, 2006
Sea Angel. The smallest but the most loveliest in the whole of uww. :]
yesterday was filled with
firdhaus. <3- underwater world.
- tram rides
- seaside romance
- our lunatic antics (or how you would say it.)
- kind-of-long car rides ( k well i fell asleep.)
- just the whole day with thelove.
- &ended it off with a little something something ;]
o k there's much more to it.
it was everything lovely.. what we needed.
i love you babe ( haha)
so tomorrow's halloween.
but for now, i'm off to chinatown.. but wait, before that im going to
spread glue on my palm wait for it to dry then peel it off.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
(1) korean food
(2) chelsea
(3) orgasmic gossips
(4) "shopping"
(5) talking about the most absurd things everrrr
looks like i had another chelsea day. :]
i love my chelsea lowwwwwww hug hug
Friday, October 27, 2006
all that's left of your childhood fits in a rusty little box
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Metalmouth is no more a metalmouth.
tasha ain't wired anymore. :[
School's out. Hello world.
Monday, October 23, 2006
i've spent so much time at home, sleeping & watching telly. So much time spent
alone.. maybe its good that i had time alone to think about stufff..but im ready to go out and stuff, blabla.. i move from bed to bed, sofa to sofa. i'm a messsss. im so lazy!! i need to be constantly occupied. i'm in a pensive mood. Sooner i'll realise that there's more
to life than watching tv and sleeping, hopefully. But then again, there's the haze.
(ive got a throat like sand-paper when i swallow.) im falling sickkk, AGAIN. this sucks.
Just three more days and it is summer, like real summmmmmmer hahaha. ok maybe not. the school year passsed so fast and its gonna be 2 months of holiday.. school's out for two wholee bloooday months. But School again just fills the redundant void that life can
sometimes provide. not that life is empty where i am now or anything. we're all growing up, people are changing and i also realised we're all starting the love-to-hate thingy again. i dont know.. ha ha
doesn't mean i'm not thinking of you and desperately
wanting to see you. I Do Miss You. hell yeah
i wanchooooooo kizzzz you!
o k so i bought myself some sparkles. Just because.
:]
Sunday, October 22, 2006
stickey
Saturday, October 21, 2006
the crowd on the street walks slowly, don't mind the rain
lovers hold hands to numb the pain,
gripping tightly to something that they will never own
i meezze me bOyfwenzz
Friday, October 20, 2006
veins
today your heart, tomorrow your world.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
syedfirdhaus.
Sunday, October 15, 2006
so the pass three afternoons&evenings
has been about the telly, sleeping then ending it all with something nice.
Today, has been about telly & honeystars
drowned in hills marathons how nice
Friday, October 13, 2006
(1) telly
(2) food
(3) telly
(4) and more tellllllllyyyyy
(5)sleep
(6) wake up in time to go for wtc night movie
(7) jwhgjahdas
(8) a whole lot of me
o k so today, is more likely 3/4 a self day but thats ok i can be quite fun on my own.
Thursday, October 12, 2006
daytime telly for the next six hours
goodbye
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
sometimes i feel like i am a robot, just sometimes
:]
:[ i dont know
o k heavens to megatroid,
i am just down with one stupid paper.
happy.
okay im going to say this in advanced.
no more studying..
no more whatever
i can start diggin my brains out and no
one would care.
i can be happy again.
i'm so happy im not making sense
can you tell?
i am going to have a very orgasmically orgasmic holiday
hellosyedfirdhaus, i love you.
Monday, October 09, 2006
six down, two to go.
Finally, ive been waiting...
at this point, i just want to get out of singapore
the haze, school need to die. I need a vacation..
Today, i feel miserable & i have a strong feeling i am gonna
fora long time. so god help me
But then again, i've got someone who makes
me feel better, much better & i love it
casue he's been there all the time, checking up on me
worried & hoping i'd get better
it's real nice, if you know what i mean
aw.
Sunday, October 08, 2006
physical or emotional,
far or near,
days or years
distance is a state of mind.
& we all just have to deal with it.
i don't like how i am feeling today.
i Hate today.
i need happier days.
ps: thanks for being there i love you syedfirdhaus
hughug
Saturday, October 07, 2006
sick & lazy
i need to study
i hate maths &
the haze isnt't helping a single bit.
:[
i never did buy those really chinese-ish
paper lanterns i wanted so badly, and burn candles
Friday, October 06, 2006
please don't drive me home tonight,
i dont wanna go.
five down, three to go
this is getting too exciting
school is almost over, SUMMER is coming
:]
i love days like this, when you have doubts about
stuff but when you think of that special someone
& something nice about him.
It all goes way away..atleast, for now, but still.
i'm in love with you, yeah i'm in love
Thursday, October 05, 2006
four down, four to go
i don't like today very much
remember the time when we were at the beach and we were having
sushi & gummybearson the swing then we went to play with that
twist-turny thingy o k mostly you,
and after you felt real sick and we had to take a rest and then you lied
on my lap. then we started making fun of
each other till we couldn't take it and i felllll on the mud and gave that laugh..
i miss it. yeah
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
three down five to go.
:]
can't wait for simpang and pasir ris and you
i'minlovewithasyedfirdhaus.
Tuesday, October 03, 2006
two down six to go.
i'm thinking of what i want to do
with the love when the hols come.
o m g i just cannot wait.
two months, its gonna be a
two-months-of-you-with-not-many-well-
not-as-much-as-before-cuttin-short-dates.
o k well, atleast i wish haha
early mornings, not so late nights
you're going to love it.
Monday, October 02, 2006
organize our lives and lose the key
our faces all resemble dying roses
from trying to fix it
when instead we should break it
we've got to break it before it breaks us
Sunday, October 01, 2006
sunday mornings
&& i still miss you.
i'm still a tad sad.
i need a kiss.
i need a superdamn good hug.
i need you.
things are not fine on my part
but still,
i'm smiling
scary.
