i've spent so much time at home, sleeping & watching telly. So much time spent

alone.. maybe its good that i had time alone to think about stufff..but im ready to go out and stuff, blabla.. i move from bed to bed, sofa to sofa. i'm a messsss. im so lazy!! i need to be constantly occupied. i'm in a pensive mood. Sooner i'll realise that there's more
to life than watching tv and sleeping, hopefully. But then again, there's the haze.

(ive got a throat like sand-paper when i swallow.) im falling sickkk, AGAIN. this sucks.

Just three more days and it is summer, like real summmmmmmer hahaha. ok maybe not. the school year passsed so fast and its gonna be 2 months of holiday.. school's out for two wholee bloooday months. But School again just fills the redundant void that life can sometimes provide. not that life is empty where i am now or anything. we're all growing up, people are changing and i also realised we're all starting the love-to-hate thingy again. i dont know.. ha ha

doesn't mean i'm not thinking of you and desperately
wanting to see you. I Do Miss You. hell yeah
i wanchooooooo kizzzz you!

o k so i bought myself some sparkles. Just because.
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