sometimes i wonder how i can act like i don't care
when i sure as hell care a lot.
why do we always have to read between the lines?
why do we say things that we don't mean,
even though we want to say otherwise.
why do we make communication so hard and not speak our minds?

anyway,

i am constantly thinking of monday & how lovely its going to turn out.
i have faith in it. :] ( ha ha )
i know we're going to enjoy it.
world, you think i just love love my boyfriend, but you have no idea. :]

"and you could say goodnight instead of just goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye goodbye."