Febuary, have a happy one while this is just the beginning of a melancholic one for me, my lovelife, my life itself
i am leaving, abandoning, stripped of from everything that completes me, makes me whole,
fills my heart the most, the ones that makes my heart so light till i want to skip around a meadow with everything so lovely with some jack mannequin song playing, k no. the people that pumps the blood through my veins into my heart, singapore, its beauty all around,
and its not the superficial things which those unappreciative people think it is, i'm going to miss this one, who brings so much joy to my life, so much beauty, so much love, the only one there will ever be.. i am already, pretty much,
not alive

so peeping into my reality, this is just the beginning of something i want to end right now.
but i am actually exaggerating a tiny bit, all i want to wish away is this
intense feeling of being away from the one you love the mostest, the most overpowering of emotions, that could take over your whole, mind body and soul, literally.
the one that pulls you down to the core and mindfucks you with every negativity that could
ever exist, twist your damn fucking heart and squeeze every single happiness out, and let go of it out in the air, till it cannot find its way back to fit into your heart and we just got to live life like that.
a slower form of suicide. but words can only say so much

miss me, cause i'll miss me too