hello, i'm in some hotel, novotel or something. flying over to where im suppose to go, on weds.. at 2 15. im going to make this short and fast so dont mind the typos and grammer,tanchooz. ok, firstly. i miss everyone! esp my baby. :( ya'll have been so sweet, everyone of you. just so sweet, the visit to the airport and all. i was so touched, people who i didnt expect to come came.. Thanks to every single one of you who came and gave me gifts. It was so sweet and pretty, those who gave me boxes of sweets, you want to kill me or what esp sarah and stacy, madass.
and jac, the album was so sweet, the old peekchureza and all, reall sweet and nostalgic. :) lana, thanks alot for the soldiers and pushpop. ;)
and nelly for the tit, now you have one and i have one, we're going to have to let to two tits meet soon so it'll be whole.
so thanks to everyone for everything. :) <3( tash i know how much you hate this sign but, <3)
all the love from my heart to yours. perky kisses too. and bear hugs.

secondly, i absolutely hate how the people talk, irritating the shits out of me, and the last thing i need now it, for people to irritate the shits out of me.
i am overwelmed with sadness, depression.
its when you are stripped off from something that means so much to you and you never realise it, thats when you appreciate it with every single appreciation that someone could give, countless.

so i what i really want to say, is that i miss all of you, and ill never forget ya'll and i'll always keep ya'll in my heart. you all mean so much to me.

oh yea, fir baby.. my mum showed my dad your picture ahahha, the one that my friend plastered on the purple vangard (is that how you spell it? ) and he said to me..
" your, boyfriend very good looking, handsome fella" haa
anyway, i miss you so much! i cant get you off my mind, no matter what distracts me i cant get you off my mind, thinking of you being hurt and sad, makes me so much more than that.. i really miss you so much, remmber what we talked about ok, i love you and sorry i didnt call you today.. didnt being my phone, illc allyou tonight then we're talk online, ok. :) i love you sweeeheart, we'll be together soon ok. promise.. im writing all this with such a heavy heart,

just gets heavier and heavier.

KEEP IN TOUCH.
<3 'ruthy baby' (haha, in every card gift that was given to me, most, was a ruthy baby.