Tuesday, June 26, 2007
drive away, from my car crash of a heart.
o k, i am updating especially for sarah rizal just because she keeps complaining. (&the gingerbreadman isn't helping haha! inside joke.) pierced my nose! lovelay.
its been four days and i've realised that everyones growing up,but i also realised many other things.
its weird how it works, how it makes people feel or the people around them feel...Changes.
its weird how i unexpectedly have this strong interest in human psychology, the mind.
its just weird how love works, how life works
i feel so, oppressed.there's so much i wish to say, so much that needs to be said and so much that isn't said.
maybe we should be blaming fate? but the again.. its fate we cant blame fate.
but fate only goes so far, its up to us to make it happen.. so do we blame each other? or
what will it be? if no one or nothing is to be blame just because life is so unpredictable.
&we'll just be going on without knowing and thinking what could have been or rather trying to not remember
the unconscious mind. it's where we repress and push our thoughts, feelings and memories that are too painful. so we don't think about it at all.
m i n d f u c k e d
lets just play pretend, im not even making sense
